I just sent Him off to work.
I think we should talk...
It’s been quiet on Dating LA, but quiet doesn’t mean things are going well. Quiet means things are quiet, and maybe I haven’t felt like sharing.
Things aren’t great.
It’s not terrible, but we’re not connecting as much as before. It’s been 4 years and at this point we’re either moving on together or we’re just moving on. Tomorrow He leaves for another business trip, which I think is a good time to ask Him to envision His future.
Does it have me in it?
We need to work on this relationship. If He doesn’t want to then I know what I have to do.
My horoscope today:
Your home may seem lonely today, Pisces, and love may seem to be absent. A family member, perhaps your love partner, could be away for the night, making the place seem far colder and emptier than it is. This isn’t a good night to stay home. Go out and visit a friend or go to a movie. You need to keep yourself occupied until your partner returns.
He’s away for work most of this week. He’s going to be gone a lot. Sometimes I go with him. Not this time. I have too much work to skip work.
Although I really want to.
Had a good interview on Friday. Heard nothing though. I want to give up on the job search, but that’s basically giving up on my career.
Maybe the world is telling me to give up on my career.
I put in for time off in a couple weeks. I’ve been picking up everyone else’s slack, and all I get is “you should do better” attitude.
Then in a month and a half I’ll be tagging along with Him and His trip to Florida.
I sleep on His side of the bed…
after a 10-course dinner with wine pairing, you stumble home, blacking out on the way. Wake up at 3AM in your dress with all the lights on.
And He puts the barf bucket next to you.
BF is on the mend. He ate two sandwiches yesterday.
We might be going to Florida. I love his business trips. I, also, don’t give a shit about work. I told myself that this year i would be in the office as little as possible.
He came down with food poisoning last night, so instead of enjoying a Southern California weekend, we’re inside with the AC on. I’m playing domestic girlfriend nurse, and He’s playing the suffering invalid.
He did manage to eat something. Now He’s watching hockey.
Back from vacation with HIm. For His birthday.
Our mutual friend, who introduced us, is engaged.
Tomorrow, we’re going to have a talk…
I tried to be professional and detach myself from my emotions. But when I saw him lying there I just thought, “What a bastard!”